ULTIMATE EVANGELISM
The Church in the Harvest Age
by
Frank B. Smith
"To Betty,
with whom I try to live out a picture of
Jesus and the Church
First printing, June 1986
CONTENTS
Foreword by Gayle D. Erwin
Introduction
Then will I teach transgressors your ways, and sinners will turn back to you. Ps.51:13
1. FIRST THINGS FIRST [Repentance]
Why So Subnormal?
A Vision of Christian Work
Spiritual Reproduction
Conception
Birth
Little Ones
Impartation
Motivation
Psalm 51
The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field. Matt.9:37,38
RECRUITMENT [Prayer]
Being Sent
Pray
The Pattern
Prayer for Workers
Come, follow me, and I will make you fishers of men. Matt.4:19
TRAINING [Discipleship]
Mans Way
Gods Way
Blood
Follow Me
Self Denial
The Cross
Follow On
Jesus Pattern
Hearing
Seeing
All men will know that you are my disciples if you love one another. John 13:35
TESTIMONY [Love]
Love
Eros
Phileo
Agape
God Hates Sinners
Agape
Gives All
Values
Vulnerable
Faithful
As
Marriage
Submitted to the Best
Not Separated
Responds to God
Truth
that all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you sent me. John 17:21
GUARANTEED RESULTS [Unity]
Nature of Unity
Unity of the Trinity
Time
Space
Matter
Egg and Water
Economy of the Trinity
The Church
Universal Church
Church in the City
Flock
Biblical Illustrations of Church
Blessings of Church
Church Government
Denominations
Levels of Unity
Unity of the Spirit
Unity of the Faith
Doctrine and Divisions
Organic Unity
FOREWORD
Stones have the power to speak, according to Jesus, but only if the voices of people do not praise the Lord. This book is such an overflow of praise from Frank Smith that there seems little likelihood that the rocks will make noise any time soon. In these pages you will see the accumulated understandings of his years of service with some strong feelings and positions that have come from that experience. Dont misunderstand my use of the word, "strong." These are not the positions of a stubborn or relentlessly aggressive man. On the contrary, they have come from the heart of a gentleman who has seen clearly, suffered pain, and come to rest where he feels God is.
As you read this you will know that Frank Smith loves God and people and you will find yourself drawn to both God and people. The chapter entitled "Guaranteed Results" is alone worth the price of the book. I predict that you will be underlining much in that chapter and will be giving copies to your friends to share the insight Smith shares with us.
Gayle D. Erwin
INTRODUCTION
I believe that the end of the age is upon us. It is an unprecedented time for genuine Biblical evangelism. I pray that God will use this book to serve His purposes in the great harvest I pray also that those who read this will be jolted and thrust God-ward in their approach to evangelism and all aspects of the Christian life.
A great deal of Christianity in America is like groups of little children running here and there frantically trying to get God on their side. This book is for those who want to get on God's side.
Jesus said, "I did not speak of my own accord, but the Father who sent me commanded me what to say and how to say it." John 12:49. After Jesus conquered death He said, "As the Father has sent me, I am sending you." John 20:21.He told Philip, "Anyone who has seen me has seen the Father." John 14:9. May it be said of each of us, "Anyone who has seen me has seen Jesus."
When we enter into our love relationship with Jesus we acknowledge that He is the Lord, we are His subjects. He is the Master, we are His servants. We become parts of His Body joined to Christ our Head, Who can direct us any way He wants. May He command us by His Spirit what to say and how to say it.
If on one of my many browsings through Christian Bookstores I happened on a Book titled Ultimate Evangelism I would immediately think, "My, what an arrogant title." Arrogance and pride are ugly. God hates them, and I am on a pilgrimage that includes crucifying pride.
The title was chosen because the five principles of evangelism are ultimate; they are the directions of our Sovereign King. His Word is clear. This is the way to evangelize. This is the way to please Him. This is the way to succeed if your great goal in life is to hear, "Well done, good and faithful servant."
Repentance
Prayer
Discipleship
Love
Unity
CHAPTER ONE
FIRST THINGS FIRST
"Then I will teach transgressors your ways, and sinners
will turn back to you." Ps. 51:13.
Begin at the beginning. You can, of course, begin anywhere - like Star Wars - and then come back and do the beginning at the end, or in the middle. My experience has been that I do better when I begin at the beginning. When I start wrong, I usually have to undo a lot that was done and sometimes it's even necessary to scrap everything and start right all over again.
We begin our Christian life by receiving the finished, unimprovable, impeccable work of salvation. It is a gift. There is no other way. Like creation it is God's gift to man. What did man do to obtain creation? How hard did he strive to gain his life? What mighty things did he have to do to earn the stewardship of the earth? The answer is he didn't do anything. God did it all!
All Christian work has a proper beginning! We begin where God has finished. God has done, and is doing a marvelous work. Even today the Lamb of God is freshly slain. This day His blood is powerful to cleanse and renew. To be restored to the original and eternal purposes of God, one must enter through the finished work of the Lord Jesus.
In the process of receiving the finished work of Christ, God gives us a spirit of repentance. We desire to be close to Him. We turn away from the system of life that is organized around man, or money, or self, or fame, or, or, or, - anything that is not God.
We repent. We repent for the Kingdom of God is at hand. We repent, and are baptized. We repent, lest we also perish. We repent and turn to God. We repent because He commands all people everywhere to repent.
To repent is to turn around. Don't make it more complicated than it is. Repent means turn around. If you're heading north and God says, "Repent," turn around and head south. If you're entering into a relationship and God says, "Repent," turn around and head away from it. If you're heading away from a relationship and God says, "Repent," turn around and head back into it.
The first work of all Christian service is repentance. The first work of faith is repentance - turning away from darkness of any kind towards the light of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ. The first work of ministry is repentance. The first work of loving is repentance. The first work of any Christian service is repentance.
WHY SO SUBNORMAL?
We are living in Bible times. These days are clearly spoken of in the Scriptures. What we are to do and how we are to do it are clearly outlined for us. Yet fear causes us to make excuses.
In James 5, we are given the formula to follow when a Christian is sick. The elders of the church are to be called, oil is applied to the sick person, and they are to be healed. If they have committed any sins, they will be forgiven.
Healing is the children's bread. It is our portion. Why then is this such a rare happening today? Why isn't healing the normal thing for Christians? Why is the church so subnormal? Why isn't the pattern that God sets forth through His servant James followed by all who believe the Bible?
I believe it is because of lack of repentance, incomplete repentance, unconcern about Jesus and His desires, ignored repentance. Beloved, we all need to begin today by repenting for our individual and corporate sin. The sin of trying to save our lives and succumbing to fear.
Fear is a dreaded enemy. Fear is a giant in the land to be destroyed. Fear is an enemy already defeated by Jesus. Our work is to stop allowing fear to keep us from praying for healing, turn around, anoint the sick with oil in the name of the Lord Jesus and ask Him to heal them. Fear is behind not following James' prescription.
If I as an elder in the Body of Christ come and anoint you with oil in the name of the Lord and pray for your healing, and you don't get healed, I'll look like a jerk. I don't want to look like a jerk. I want to be honored and respected, a credit to the holy ministry, a professional.
Father God I repent and choose now to follow You and pray for the sick no matter what I may look like. I choose to give Your children their bread. I am sorry for the times I was afraid to call on Your mercy. Forgive us for shutting up the compassion for Your people that You place from Jesus' heart into our hearts.
Why are the gifts of the Spirit not as visible today as they were in the Book of Acts? (It doesn't count that they are as visible in some sectors of the Church; remember, there is only one Church.) I have been reading about the Baptism of the Holy Spirit and the signs that follow. I have read Evangelicals, Fundamentalists, Charismatics, Pentecostals, Traditionalists all telling what's wrong. Why this isn't for today, or why we don't experience it the way we should today, or why some receive and some don't, or why this is part of the original package at baptism, or why this is a second work of grace, or why, or why... (We are certainly excellent apologists when explaining our shortcomings!) Our problem is not in understanding our life in Christ or what to do, our problem is a lack of love for God and His people that shows itself in a lack of repentance.
The Peter Package, presented at the Day of Pentecost, begins with "Repent". When we began this walk with Jesus as children of God, most of us repented, sort of. Most of us raised our hand, or signed the card, or took a class, or came up front. Then most of us sought the Kingdom of God, sort of, and tried hard to live for Jesus and still go for the gusto - the good life. We forsook all to follow Jesus, sort of. We denied ourselves, sort of, and took up our cross, sort of, and followed Jesus, sort of.
Most of us settled into a compartmentalized life. We lived our regular life most of the time, and then we went to "church." This was something like punching a time clock, going in, putting in the required time, and then "punching out". The religious glaze would soon leave our eyes after getting into the fresh air, and we would be back to living life.
Father God I'm sorry for this kind of mockery of the life You gave me. I'm sorry that I started the Christian life less than totally sold out for the Kingdom. I'm sorry Father and I turn towards You. Please give me a spirit of repentance to match the desire of my heart right now - that You are my hope, You are my goal, You are my future, You are my security, You are the center of my life, You are my reason for living, You are the focal point of my life. My life is Your life, I give it to you again, fresh and totally. Do with me whatever You wish.
A good example of repentance at the beginning, or at least towards the beginning of the Christian life is the people of Ephesus who turned from dumb idols to the living God. Paul said in his letter:
For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Live as children of light (for the fruit of light consists in all goodness, righteousness and truth) and find out what pleases the Lord... But everything exposed by the light becomes visible (becomes light), for it is light that makes everything visible. Eph. 5:8-13
The beginnings of church life for the Ephesians is recorded in Acts 19, which sheds much light on the Ephesian letter and the text we just quoted. Paul spent much time in Ephesus, "arguing persuasively about the Kingdom of God" and holding daily discussions. Great miracles were done through him. Powerful spiritual forces were exposed. Then we read about the repentance of the people:
When all this became known to the Jews and Greeks living in Ephesus, they were all seized With fear, and the name of the Lord Jesus was held in high honor. Many of those who believed now came and openly confessed their evil deeds. A number who had practiced sorcery brought their scrolls together and burned them publicly. When they calculated the value of the scrolls, the total came to fifty thousand drachmas. In this way the word of the Lord spread widely and grew in power. Acts 19:17-20
Imagine what would happen today in any city if those who believed in Jesus gathered all the humanist garbage, astrological junk, pornographic filth, demon glorifying things and burned them publicly. (I get goose bumps just thinking what would happen.)
Father God let it happen in our day.
A VISION OF CHRISTIAN WORK
A few years ago in our fellowship we experienced much emphasis on "The City of God". We would sing Psalm 87 at almost every gathering, "City, 0 City, 0 City of God, glorious things are spoken of thee..." During that season, I had a significant vision regarding my work together with God in His City.
I saw this magnificent city with buildings of all sizes and shapes. The city was large and beautiful. The various buildings all fit together from tallest skyscrapers to the smallest structures. My attention was drawn to a small one room building. The building had the marks and feeling of glory, yet it looked like a shack -almost a shed.
The little shanty-like building was obviously my place of labor -my life, my call, etc. When compared to the rest of the city, it appeared insignificant. (Don't make carnal comparisons in the City of God.) Yet it belonged and had obvious destiny.
The building was primarily white - maybe not white, but a color of light. It was like soft-white light bulbs with a dimmer switch turned down to the point that the light was still white, yet hardly glowing. When the light of the glory of God shines there with His full appearing - how brilliant it will be!
Lord, put Your eye-salve on our eyes that we may see Your glory as did Peter, James and John on the mount.
In the beautiful, light colored, little building, there were some things that did not belong there! They were black - maybe not black, but a color of darkness. It was like patches of the darkness that enfolds you in a cavern when the tour leader turns out the lights. When the light of God is removed from the domain of darkness - how dark it will be!
Lord, teach us to love the light, to walk in the light, to be children of light.
There was a dark curtain. I removed it. The room grew. There was a dark board nailed upon the door. I removed it. The room grew. There was a table and lamp. The table was light, the lamp was dark. I removed the lamp. The room grew. There was a dark switch plate on the wall. I removed it together with yards and yards of a dark wire connected to it. The room, by now a building, grew. It grew up and out. It began to grow and glow and look to be more a part of the City, though it was always a part.
It grew only as I removed darkness. I did not add things to the structure to increase its size. I did not paint or hammer or clean. I only removed darkness. That was my labor, and my labor was not in vain for every time the darkness was cast out, the building grew. As it grew, more darkness was revealed. It appeared that the light would triumph, yet in the vision there was always some darkness there.
Although it happened quickly, there was an obvious cycle or process: See the darkness. Remove the darkness. Watch the light multiply. See the darkness. Remove the darkness. Watch the light multiply. See the darkness. Remove the darkness. Watch the light multiply. He who has ears to hear let him hear.
Father God as we labor with You in the place You have assigned to us, may we be faithful to remove every cause of stumbling and offense. May the hallmark of Your light and glory fill the house without any seeds of darkness. Give us Your strength to labor diligently, but to labor in removal and repentance that You would truly be the architect and builder of the City.
SPIRITUAL REPRODUCTION
Evangelism is spiritual reproduction. Healthy sheep will beget more sheep. (We have a strange corruption in the church today where we expect the shepherds to reproduce sheep.)
When a person is born into the Kingdom of God, Jesus said he is "born again." I personally think we have much confusion about this new birth and "receiving Jesus." We tend to spiritualize the things of God until they are unreal.
Conception
Jesus spoke about this in the context of seed being reproduced - seed planted in the ground, dying, and coming up in multiplied form. The seed is both the message of the good news and also the very lives of the sons of the Kingdom. Here He is speaking of grain or fruit. The process is pollinating, dying, and being reformed in the earth so that new, multiplied seed emerges.
Jesus also speaks of being born again in reference to human reproduction. Nicodemus understood what was being alluded to when he responded to Jesus with the comment about entering his mother's womb a second time. This process of Spirit giving birth to spirit follows the pattern of first the natural and then the spiritual.
There is a planting of the seed through a love relationship. (God forgive us for planting the seed of the gospel in any manner except love.) Then the process of growth within, or the term of pregnancy, and lastly the birthing of the precious life.
I believe that much of what is called being born again is really the act of union, the receiving of Jesus in an embryonic form within - into my heart - and the beginning of the pregnancy. I think that's what happened to Nicodemus that night spoken of in John 3. Then the birthing took place sometime later before he and Joseph of Aramathea came and took the body of Jesus from the cross.
When people hear the incredible good news of Jesus, and they respond with, "Lord Jesus come into my heart," He does, and they're pregnant. A love relationship has been entered into and an embryo is forming and growing in the life of the beloved.
It seems that sometimes there is a miscarriage or abortion. Sometimes it's an easy pregnancy. Sometimes it's tough with lots of morning sickness and total disruption of the usual way of life. Then comes the birth. It's different from the conception.
Birth
At conception and during the pregnancy the main concern is self. Lord, come into my heart. Make me into the person You want me to be. Jesus take care of me. Forgive me. Grant me health. Give me Your Spirit.
At birth, when the new life is actually experienced, it is no longer I, but Christ within me. It is new life, new hope, new image, new goals, new everything, and everything centers in Him and His Kingdom, not in me and my kingdom. I have no idea how long the normal spiritual pregnancy lasts, but I suspect that some are short, and some are long.
In the first phase of conception the role of the evangelist is like the farmer who sows his seed, or the husband who lovingly joins himself as one flesh with his wife. At birth the role changes to that of a mid-wife.
Little Ones
Babies are easily infected. Little ones are vulnerable and need special care.
Delivery rooms are best when they're clean. Modern hospital delivery rooms are sterile. Alternate birth rooms are also sanitary, though less formal and less sterile. Home births are done in as clean an environment as possible. Mid-wives wash and clean themselves lest they infect the vulnerable new-born with earthly things they cannot handle as yet. They will be strong enough some day to actually eat dirt (as all children seem to do in the growing-up process), but the new-born must be protected. He is not ready yet.
It is good and godly for a mid-wife to have a garden and work in the soil, but she must wash her hands before assisting in the birth. Little ones are easily stumbled or offended. (In fact if you are easily offended or provoked it is a pretty good indication that you need to grow up.) It's O.K. for a new-born to be so vulnerable to offenses, but woe to the one who offends him.
I have complete liberty in Christ. I can take my liberty in Him, and eat meat with the mature and handle some things that children cannot. But woe unto me when I demand my liberty, or flaunt my Christian privileges before these vulnerable little ones and thereby rightly earn the anger of God.
Father God l am sorry for the cavalier and arrogant way that I have dealt with Your little ones. I repent for not approaching this with clean hands and pure heart. Help me to see every new birth as a re-enactment of Jesus' holy birth in Bethlehem's stable as He is born anew and afresh in blood-bought precious little ones.
Impartation
All life comes from God. All life is His creation. Now however, life comes through corrupted human vessels so that life and death are passed on together. This is why evangelism is crucial.
All people need to be born again. All people need to pass from death to life. All people need to become a part of His new creation, or the contamination of death will destroy them eternally.
The human or earthly means through which life comes are like filters. As well as imparting both life and death to my children, I also affect what they look like, how large they are in stature, how they react to given situations in life, how much they laugh, what kinds of attitudes they have about life, etc. etc. Some of this comes by heredity and some through the environment we supply.
The bottom line is this: I impart much of what I am to my children. The health and characteristics of the plant that produced the seed will effect the health and characteristics of the new plant. Like parents, like children. Like shepherd, like sheep. Like evangelists, like new disciples. We impart what we really are.
Offspring are like their parents. Children pattern themselves after their parents whether they want to or not. Parents should periodically tell their children, "Whenever you're in a situation where you don't know what to do, just try to imagine what I would do, and do that." This is an excellent approach because the children are going to do it that way anyway, and the parents will be shocked into realizing that they are giving a pattern of behavior for their children. Like it or not, this is the way it is.
Therefore, do what is right. Do those things that God has said to do. Repent of all the things that are contrary to the clear direction of God. Remove every cause of offense and stumbling from your life so that your progeny will not repeat your errors, or exaggerate them. Let the pure seed of Christ within you be reproduced a hundredfold in the lives of your natural and spiritual children.
Picture this scenario. A family reacts to change and stress with noise, confusion, irritability, unreasonableness, arguing, blameshifting, fear, and all the other symptoms of unbelief. The parents tell their children to have faith in God; trust in the Lord and He will take care of them. They say that Jesus rules everything and He loves them. They speak words to their children to have faith. Now, which word will grow in the fields of the lives of their children? The word spoken with the mouth, but far away in their hearts? Or the word that has become flesh in their lives and actions?
These loving parents are hypocrites! These parents, who desire to do right, are pretenders. Too harsh? Beloved it fits us, and we need to be washed and forgiven regularly for our hypocrisy. All of us need to be changed day by day into His likeness and image. This sin is one of the worst.
A hypocrite is a masked one. The word comes from the Greek word for the smiling face or the sad frowning face that Greek actors put in front of their own faces to depict the action of the drama. Those masks were called "hypocrites." Any time we hide behind a mask, or pretend, or let the words we speak and the lives we live conflict, we are hypocrites.
The church is full of hypocrites. If you're not part of the church, don't let the hypocrites keep you away. There's always room for one more. Come join with the rest of us hypocrites and try together to speak the truth in love for building up. Come and help us in our life and death struggle against all hypocrisy which continually rears its ugly head. Come and be a part of a fellowship where we are committed to honesty and integrity in relationships, so we can try to help each other. Come on in, check your masks at the door, and help us leave them behind when we go out to live our lives in the world.
To the degree that we are scared, no matter how much we hypocritically say about courage, we will impart fear. To the degree we are in despair, no matter how much we hypocritically talk about hope, we will impart hopelessness. To the degree that we are in conflict, no matter how much we hypocritically talk about peace, we will impart anxiety.
This is reality. This is truth. Hypocrisy aids in the spread of the kingdom of him who came to kill and steal and destroy. Hypocrisy imparts evil.
It is also true, beloved, that we can impart life and salvation in spite of our fear, or bitterness, or doubts as we honestly share the truth about our own weaknesses and the greater truth about God's strength. The truth in love will build up. The truth will teach that we are accepted in Jesus in all our weakness and sin, and that God loves us enough to help us and guide us that we might change into His likeness. The foundation of the Christian life is still the forgiveness of sins through the blood of Jesus Christ.
God hates hypocrisy. God will not relate to hypocrisy. God is grieved when we bear precious seed in the matrix of pretense. God is grieved when we impart to the precious new-born that they should pretend to be something, even if they're not.
Father God I am sorry for pretending. I am sorry for the fear that lurks behind every instance of hypocrisy. I turn from it. Thank You that You reveal to us how You hate it now, before You throw all the cowardly and fearful into the lake of fire. Forgive me for Jesus sake for every false witness I have given by impartation. Please rescue those precious ones from my sin, and cause me to speak the truth in love for building up. Help me to share the power of Your Gospel, the power of Your resurrection from the dead even in the face of my weakness. Thank You Father that Your weakness is stronger than men.
MOTIVATION
In chapter three we will deal with motivation. But let me say here that our primary motivation to do evangelism, to speak the gospel of Jesus Christ, is that Jesus told us to do it. We said that evangelism is crucial because death has passed on all people, and if a person steps into eternity without being one with God through faith in Jesus, he will die forever. He will exist in some kind of death, some kind of separation from God forever. That place is called hell.
Jesus died this death for us. In our baptisms we share this death with Him, but we also share His resurrection. We rose from death to life with Jesus on that first resurrection morning. The need of all people to be saved from death, and the meeting of that need in Jesus is a strong motivator, but it is not primary.
We do evangelism because Jesus says to do it. It is an optional activity for those who are not servants of Jesus, but not for us who call Him Master. Our Master says, "Go...." Our Master expects us to go when He said, "You shall be witnesses..." The primary motivation is that Jesus said to do it.
Father God I am sorry for all the evangelistic activity that has come out of my flesh and from soulish motivation. I repent, and turn to You to be a servant like Jesus. I desire to be a faithful servant who does what his master says.
Most Christians that I know want to do evangelism. They long to lead another into the Kingdom of God. They yearn for the privilege of sharing the joy of the angels of God over one sinner that repents. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak. The desire to do good is there, but not the stuff to carry it out, or to overcome the resistance. The wisdom of Solomon has something to say here:
A longing fulfilled is sweet to the soul but fools detest turning from evil. Pr. 13:19.
Beloved Christian brother or sister, don't be a fool! Don't try to hold on to something that is wrong. Don't try to justify your lack of witnessing, or your lifestyle before God. Turn from your wicked and evil ways.
Turn from selfishness. Turn from doing your own thing. Turn from your pride and arrogance and fear. Turn from the foolishness of thinking that you know better than God. Jesus is standing right now at the door of your heart and invites you to repent, just as He did your brothers and sisters in Laodicea:
Those whom I love I rebuke and discipline. So be earnest and repent. Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me. Rev. 3:19,20.
Hear His voice beloved. This scripture that we have all used so much with unbelievers was spoken to Christians. Jesus right now is still speaking to us to repent. He wants us to be successful in evangelism more than we do. He desires our longings to be fulfilled. Therefore repent! Do the first work of evangelism. Start at the beginning. Follow His plan.
Please join me in praying through Psalm 51:1-15:
Have mercy on me, 0 God, according to your unfailing love;
according to your great compassion blot out my transgressions.
Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin.
Father I don't ask because I am worthy. I don't come to You on any other basis than Your love which gave me Your Son. Your love which does not, and can not fail. I ask because You have compassion. I ask because You are not evil like the gods of the world, but You are good. I ask because Jesus paid the whole price for me.
Blot out my wrongdoing Father. Wash me in the blood of Jesus. Let the water and the blood that flowed from his wounded side, flow over me, and cleanse me from my great sin. Wash and cleanse me Father, forgive and purify me that Your holy name, the name You have put upon me might be glorified.
For I know my transgressions, and my sin is always before me.
Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight,
so that you are proved right when you speak and justified when you judge
Surely I have been a sinner from birth, sinful from the time my mother conceived me.
Surely you desire truth in the inner parts, you teach me wisdom in the inmost place.
Father God I know what I am like. I agree with Your verdict that says there are none that do good. From birth on, no even from conception on, I have been selfish, self-serving, self-concerned, self-protecting, self-justifying, self, self, self. I turn Father, I repent.
I turn anew and afresh to Him Who is Truth. I turn to Him Who is Wisdom. I turn to Him Who lives in me. I turn Father into the strong tower of Your name which is in me and upon me.
Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean, wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.
Let me hear joy and gladness, let the bones you have crushed rejoice.
Hide your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquity.
Father God, I need Your grace and forgiveness. I turn to it in Jesus. I turn away from philosophy and religion, and turn to the blood that my flesh and human intellect hate, but my spirit loves. Thank You Father that there is power in the blood, power to wash even me, whiter than snow.
Let me have now Lord, the joy and gladness of hearing Jesus say to me, I love you! I forgive you! I give you peace! I give you Myself!
Thank You Father that You do bless and keep me, You do cause Your face to shine upon me. You are gracious unto me, and You give me peace.
Create in me a pure heart, 0 God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.
Thank You Father that You said You would take away my stony heart, and give me a heart of flesh. Thank You that the sacred heart of Jesus is pure and undivided, and that You have given me His heart. I turn Father from my ways to His. I turn from the desires of my deceitful heart, to the new, pure heart You have given me in Jesus.
I turn Father from my on-again-off-again attitude, to the steadfast spirit of Jesus within me. Thank You for the zeal of the Lord that establishes the Kingdom of God. Renew that zeal, that steadfastness within me Father.
Let me live in Your presence always. I turn from the temporary things around me to the eternal place in Your presence where Jesus is seated at Your right hand, and I am seated with Him. Please do not remove me from that place. Please do not take Your Holy Spirit from me. Let Your Spirit continue to illuminate my soul. Let Your Spirit continue to counsel and comfort me, to teach and inspire me.
I repent Father, I turn away from the sin of sadness and despair. I return to my first love: Jesus, the author and finisher of my faith. Rekindle in my heart the great joy that l knew in those days when all else faded at the great love of Jesus and the privilege of walking as Your son. Restore the joy Lord, restore the joy.
Father, I also turn away from half-heartedness, and wishy-washy commitment. Give me a willing spirit. Give me a spirit that wills to do Your will and that will sustain the effort. I repent of leaving so many unfinished tasks, especially unfinished assignments to speak in Your name to others.
Then I will teach transgressors your ways, and sinners will turn back to you.
THEN! Then, Father, 0 yes, then it will happen. Then the desire of my heart will be fulfilled. Then I will be able to share in the joy of Your angels over each sinner that repents. Then it will be done. Then I can teach. Then the anointing will be on the words, and they will be spirit and life. Then there will be fruit. Then sinners will turn back to You. Then the seed will be pure. Then the tree will be good and the fruit also. Then!
Save me from bloodguilt, 0 God, the God who saves me,
and my tongue will sing of your righteousness.
One more thing I ask of Your mercy Father. All those l was to warn and did not, all those whose blood You said You would require at my hand, save me 0 God. Let the nail-pierced hands of Jesus take my guilt. Let the price He paid be for the bloodguilt that is mine. 0 save me God, from this bloodguilt for Jesus sake. I cannot save myself. I repent Father, and I set my heart to do right from now on. When You ask me to warn someone, I will warn them. When You ask me to speak for You, I will speak.
O Lord, open my lips,
and my mouth will declare your praise.